End of 2009

2009 is finally coming to an end.

Lots of things happened and be it whether it was pleasant or not, it's been a learning experience for me. And I can firmly say that I'm still learning, on my way to reach the goal I want for my life.

Well, after Xmas floated by quickly this year, I reflected on the past year and I guess I became a bit grouchy. Ok, maybe not a bit. Anyway, by the countdown party tomorrow, I'll be back to my usual self with my new resolutions that I hope to keep. Whahahaha!

Sorry for worrying those around me and thanks for the concern. Heex.
The crazy trip today with Kim and Chicken Chiang today helped me loads too~ Miss the time back then too. Hahas.

Okaaay, wanted to do a nice happy post but guess I'm still not really in the mood so till next year~!

Enjoy the last of 2009 and...

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

Merry Christmas~!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

TO ALL!!

XDDD

Just ended caroling at 1 am plus.. Tired~ Throat seems weird too. Must drink more liang teh. Heehee. Ookie! I shall go Zzz le~ Watching Alvin & Chipmunks II tomorrow! Wheeeee~ Chipettes! XDD

Nites & Merry Christmas again!

O_O

I feel so crappy now. I should be sleeping but I can't. Lots of thoughts are flowing through my head now. Why why why! I want to get rid of it, get rid of all these thoughts. Get rid of the rules that are stopping me. Everything! URGH!

Feeling kinda of upset and emo I guess. Trying to fall asleep but to no avail. Tomorrow's the day where I leave for P.Ubin till Wednesday.

And I guess I won't be able to spend Christmas' Eve at XM's house. Thanks to my DAD!! Who changed his mind again. Urghh!

All for now. Hates hates hates me and my thoughts now. ARGHHH!!!

*emo post*

Zonked out~

HARLO~ Xmas is coming~!!!

I'm sooooo tired but kinda of refusing sleep as I slept for an hour plus at XM's house. Was planning to sleep for only 45 min but ended up sleeping for 1 hour plus.. Too tired. Was getting kinda of high and seh seh due to lack to sleep. Hahas.

Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day and the day after that will be at P. Ubin so there won't be any updates for me for 1 day plus. Heex. Youth Camp.

Past few days have been busy and here are just some pictures~ There are like soooo many pictures in my camera that I have not transferred over or upload it on FaceBook~ Somehow, FaceBook isn't working whenever I'm uploading pictures for this lappy. Hrmmm~

Just some pics. More next time, took pics with Jun, Sandy and Puay Loo too. Been an hectic weekend.

XM & Me~ XDD

Odango Bun~

Okay, sleep time for me I guess. Cya next time~
Nights~ Zzzzz...

Christmas Shopping~ AHHHH!!!

I've been dreading to do my Christmas shopping this year. And time flew by so fast that now I'm in a panic for it. Argh~ The next few weeks I'm gonna be so so busy that I might not have time to do my Christmas shopping. Up till now, I still have thought of what to get for my friends! Shoots! Next week will still be my ICA week with projects and tests. Followed by a wedding to attend! Right after that is 'Hello to Pulau Ubin!' which is just a day before Christmas Eve. Now you know why I can't do any last minute Christmas shopping... unless anyone cares of Pulau Ubin exotic sands or water? WHahahahahaha!

Anyway, I'm back in my own bedroom now, dad and I removed my grandma's bed. Took a few pictures but lazy to transfer for now. Heehee. I have a new closet to put my stuff which are still in a mess. Soooo freaking tired, spent 3 hours plus redoing my room and its not even completed. It's just... live-able for now. There's still so many things I want like, a beanbag or a comfy armchair, a big mirror, a DVD player (getting that from my brother. whahahaha), a walk-in wardrobe(I wish!) and maybe more decor for my wall. Was contemplating whether to repaint my walls but I guess it will be too much of a hassle and expensive~ Hehex. Lots of injuries on me though. *K.O-ed*

Okie, back to studying for my test tomorrow~
And I love my new boots!! Both of them~!!! I finally got boots!!! WHEEEE!

Nites peeps!

60 things a girl would want but won't ask for.

"60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT


36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D "

Found this article on Facebook. Hmm, maybe I'm becoming more cynical these few days or so but when I saw this, I feel that some of it were quite stupid, entertaining and like 'WHAT?!', those kind of reactions. What do you think of this article then?

Safe Cooking?

I watched New Moon with Xiang Min and it was...... Okkaaay. Just what I expected, my reaction was okaay. The lines were indeed cheesy like what most of my friends' had said and I felt, there wasn't much of a plot or any climax. Oh well~ I'm waiting to see the 3rd movie though, hopefully there will be more fighting scenes. Whahahaha!

We were also walking around CWP just now and something caught my eyes!

Super Cute!! And I bet it's totally cook proof and kitchen safe for someone like me.
I want one of that!! I got my eye on the sushi making set, the macaroon set, the sandwich set, gyoza, chocolate and many many more. All of them look so tempting!~~~

Heeheehee. I want one, but the price is around $19.90 to $69.90!! Very big range. I was tempted when I saw it at AFA but I didn't realise that there were other places selling it too. Whahahaha~!

I think I went a little crazy over it and Xiang Min was worried that he'll get diarrhea after eating my cooking. -.- Sheesh! I can cook simple rice well ok? Hahas.

Here are more pictures of it~

Okay~ Sleep time for me. Early lesson tomorrow and 3 tests this week. Sigh~
Nites peeps! XDD

Always in my heart..

The cremation for my grandma was held today. Though she's gone physically, I know that one day, I'll see her again in Heaven.

Thanks for taking care of me all this time.
Thanks for everyone's care and concern.

The day she left...

Without any warning or sign, she left us.

By the time I knew, the doctor told my parents she was gone.

I didn't manage to say goodbye.

When I heard the news, I cabbed back home to wait. After that, I cabbed down to NUH to see her 1 last time before she was moved.

Throughout the journey, I can't stop my tears. They just kept flowing. I wanted to call Xiang Min but I knew I can't and I won't. He was working and also I knew, I would just cry louder and harder. I'm feeling better now. Thanks to my church friends who came over just now and my family. But whenever I look at my room, it feels quiet and empty. I know she's back with the Lord and I'm thankful she had a painless departure.

She took care of me when I was young, my playmate in my childhood, my hokkien teacher and of course, my naggy and protective grandmother. She's gone now. Her death has impacted me much more than I thought it would, much more than my maternal grandmother, as I guess, she was close to me when I was young.

Flashbacks are running through my head and I keep remembering our past conversations and talks. I'm glad she led an healthy life and did not suffer a long painful death.

2 pictures of us when we were young.

Goodbye Popo.

Updates~!

Whooosh! Boring day at home. Forgot to take DVDs from XM.. Heehee.
Anyway, there are so many pictures stuck in my camera~ Just transferred some over and guess what? Some bug or problem is preventing me from uploading it up on Facebook. Oh well~

As I said in my previous post before about my ice-cream therapy with Sherwinnnnnn!
We went for dinner and ice-cream at ION Swensens. Just nice they had a few promotions so we got a 1-for-1 ice-cream treat and some promotions for the main dishes too. Was seriously damn full after that. Freezing in there too. After that, we walked to Plaza Singapura as I wanted to go jalan there. On the way there, we spotted a shop full of UFO machines and those spinning machines. Having itchy hands, we tried our luck.

At the end of the day, Sherwin caught a silver Doraemon and gave it to me. Thanks Xiao Qiang! Hahas.. and me..... nothing! Sobs sobs. Depends on luck and skill bah~ Guess I had none of it that day. LOL.

Silver Doraemon~

At PS, we just went to take a look at DVDs, Etude House and Daiso to look for some stuff. Bought the emery board at Etude and got a free pink fluffy pen and some kind of mask. I've just used the mask on Friday night to try it out. 1st time putting on a mask. Pretty interesting..... and cold.... and wet. Hahas. The fluffy pen is cute and I feel kinda of bimbo whenever I use it. Whahahahaha!

Oh! And at Daiso, on our way to the cashier, we spotted this among the facial foam shelf.

A super long syringe. Looks freaking dangerous!

And here's Sherwin playing with it. Hahas.

Results of my short jalan @ PS

Some of my spoils from Watsons. Finally managed to buy my gel liner and blusher. Used my vouchers I got when I sign up for their membership card to get my liner and the face powder.

Look at the new ZA face powder packaging!

Its super nice and cute, not to say convenient since the casing is a mirror now. Super easy to use.

Oh, I got that Minnie from the Gashapon. The balloon version. I wanted the Halloween version but all out of stock. Oh well~

Next up: My Taobao shopping and me receiving the 1st batch of items.

The 'bomb' looking package that arrived at my house.

Tadaaa~

Here are some pictures of the items and my new loveeees!

The rest of the stuff belongs to a couple of my friends. Still haven't got a chance to pass to them and they are still rotting at my house. LOL.

Love my heels!~~ I had a nightmare about my nude pink heels. Only remembered the gist of the dream now. The ending was: No more nude pink heels!! Which gave me a shock when I woke up. Quickly went to check after that. Hahax.

Love my pink jacket loads too! Its so fluffy and niceeee! Thanks to it, lots of people have been asking me if they're able to join in the next spree I have. Heehee.
Haven't had a chance to wear out the other jackets but soon soon! It's 'winter' season now after all. What better chance to wear it now in Singapore right? Heex.

Some pictures of me in Winter Mode~! And some out of it. XDD

jO - Through the looking glass. =P

Me likey this shot. XDD

I had Yuki plushie with me that day as I was going to pass my Tohru costume to Trix after watching A Christmas Carol 3D with dear. So I had lots of barang with me that day as I had other stuff to pass to my classmates. Tiring~

And since I had Yuki with me, he shall take pictures! Well, I was bored at NYP Mac. Whahahaha. With silver Doraemon too.

Borredd @ Mac..

Okay, shall end off here~ Can't wait for tomorrow! Date with Xiang Min. Heehee!

Nites!

Freakkk!!

URGHHHH!!!!

Today was going all well, a superb day, lovely, wonderful, all great..... before I reached home.

Upon reaching home, got nagged and scolded by my dad for reaching home too late, spending too much time outside, dressing up nicer than before and spending my money.

1) Reaching home too late: Only like once in a blue moon I'll reach home after 10.30pm. Okay, he's worried about me. I understand.

2) Spending too much time outside: I'll try to be at home at least 1 full day or evening every week. Thing is, there is no family bonding even if I'm home because, everyone is just shut in their own room most of the time. And I want a life too. But, oh well, next~

3) Dressing up nicer: Okkkaaay, that is a crime in my father's opinion. He feels that I should just wear jeans and tees and that is good enough. Because if you dress up too nicely, people will wonder what kind of person you are and wonder if you are doing shady business or an hooker!

4) Spending money: I do know that I cannot spend too much and should save too. But indulgence once in a while is a good thing too. I've worked that hard for it and I can't spend a single cent. You're kidding right??? Well, I guess not.

Anyway, these are just what happened upon reaching home and thanks to it, my great day became a not-so-great day. Like Freeeeaaakkkk!!! Was super upset. I mean I did my part to study hard so why am I not allowed a life outside. Might as well just lock me up if you wish for me to just study and study and study and...... still study. Right???? Everyone needs their own relaxation time, their leisure, their friends. You have prawning and friends there, I have my own group of friends. So what is the difference? And seriously, I'm 19. I'm not 13 anymore. I know the most of the consequences of the decisions I make, so why can't you trust me? I know what I want to do with my life. I know how to take care of myself. So why? Why can't you just trust me???!!!! I know you're worried, but if you're refusing to let me try out and be independent, I won't be able to learn. Sigh~

Urgh!! Oh well. I've finished venting my frustration out and all, guess I should sleep soon.

Thinking over it, I'm still happy over the events that happened for the past 2 days. Really enjoyed them loads and hearing it from you, it made me super happy! Thanks so much dear! Even though things were unpleasant in the night, but I still grateful and glad for the things that happened in the day! And tadaaa.. Superb by day, Unpleasant by night.

Okok, this shows that my brain is getting tired soon. Nights people. Shall post about what happened the past week or so soon! Heehee.

Nites!~

Sick...

Urghhh!!!

I'm down with a sore throat and blocked nose these since Sunday. Yesterday was the worst, my voice completely changed. Hahax! But it's much better now and I must definitely get well before Friday!! Why? Becauseeee, that's when Xiang Min and I will be going to the Kitty Lab!! Wooohooooooo~!! Like finally I'm going to go. Heex. Wednesday is also going to be a good day, I can feel it~ I can't wait for the loooong weekend to arrive. Heehee! And my boots to arrive~ Woots!

Okay, back to studying~ I need to sleep after I reach home.. My eyes are not staying... open... any.... longer.....

Zzzzz

Contemplating~

Heyoooo~

Just came back not long from my mission hunt with XM.. I bought a new magenta dress for this Saturday. Guess I'll only need a white dress for December.. But..but.. I got my eyes on 1 dress I tried today.. Really like it loads!! But.... Oh well~ Dec still some way to go. Gotta wait longer. Hopefully by then it will be still there. *crosses fingers*

Anyway, I had so much fun and warmth in my new jacket today.. Heehee.. It just arrived yesterday and I washed it immediately. Thanks to my power washing machine, it managed to dry in time. Heex. My heels came too~ Love them~ Shall post up pics of them soon. Heex. Can't wait for my boots to arrive too. Hahax~

This weekend is gonna be busy~ Saturday is Daniel's wedding and Sunday is AFA!!! Can't wait for it. Contemplating if I should cosplay Mifuyu on that day.. Or just dress up in lolita.. Hrmm.. Which should I do? Uwaaahhh~

Okie~ gonna sleep now. Sick these few days.. Sore throat. sigh.. :(
Nites ppl!

Shopping time~!

Just came home after celebrating Steve's birthday with him. Happy Birthday again~! Heex.. Had a great time just now. Today's weather is pretty chilly and its great.... until we went to the KPool and that's where it started to get too cold. How I wished I had my jacket with me at that time.. Soon soon~ Next Tuesday, hopefully. XDDD

Anyway, I got to go shopping again. Whahahaha! This time my mission to get a white dress. I rummaged through my wardrobe and I'm like "I don't even have a nice white dress??!!" Well, looks like I gotta go hunt for it next week after school. Most probably on Tuesday since Sherwin is jio-ing me for ice-cream too~ After ice-cream therapy will be retail therapy for us~ Whahahaha!! Hopefully I'll be able to find a nice white dress. I need it cause of Daniel's wedding dinner on this coming Saturday. Die die must get it by Wednesday. Final deadline for myself.

For AFA 2009, guess I'll have to skip the 1st day and go for the 2nd day. Still haven't really decided what to wear on that day. But I guess I won't be cosplaying. Heex. Wanted to buy the pre-tickets but they are only for 2 days and I don't think I'll have time to go down on Sat. Sunday it will be! XDDD I shall not spend much money there.......hopefully?

Okie, getting pretty late. Church tomorrow and meeting XM they all after that. Sleep time!
Nites!

Was upset but cheered up~

Was feeling kinda of upset this afternoon.. Was walking around FEP looking for something when the incident happened.. Won't say much about it and just let it float away~ =)

It saddens me but then again, this is life. This is reality. Stuff happens and it does for a reason. Just gotta accept it then. Well, I've learned my lesson now.

I feel that people got to put themselves into other people's shoes (not literally.. ), because only then, will you see the view from the other side. It's a simple theory. However, in reality, very few people do that. It's reality. Why? Ask yourself. =)

These past 2 weeks had been an hectic time for me. Both physically and emotionally. Guess the phrase, 日久见人心, is really true. Oh well~ Learn from it and move on. XDD

I've just ordered a 2nd batch of items from Taobao through the agent~ Heehee. My 1st batch of items is currently flying over. Most probably it will reach next Tuesday.. Wheeeee~! Winter wear is coming. This parcel was delayed due to items going OOS thus I had to find alternative sellers. Anyway, this is a combined order among me and my few friends.

For me, I have many people asking me if I have lobangs to many different things. (I think I have the word LOBANG written on my forehead.... Do I?) So when I do, I'll definitely let my friends know. Since it is something I can help them with, why not? Good things should be shared among friends right? Agree?

So, I guess the next time people wants to join in my shopping order, I'll have to explain lots of thingy to them~ I don't wish for this type of trivial matters to spoil any relationship we have. Or like what my other friend advised me, "Just leave these type of people out of it and not tell them anything" (Referring to the incident)

Oh well~ Hopefully my 2nd batch of order won't have any problems and things will run smoothly~ Heehee. It contains lots of boots, wedges and shoes~! Not all are mine though. XDDD

Just a note here, I'm not organizing sprees for business purposes. I just happened to want to order stuff and if there are interested friends who wish to hop on to it, they're welcomed~

Okie, I'm feeling seh seh now.. Almost time to sleep~ Thanks to everyone who were concerned about me. Thanks XM~

Nites!

Wavy hair~

After curling my hair previously and staring at the hair extensions yesterday, seriously feel like having curly hair. But Jean said she won't talk to me if I perm.. =( So thinkin of getting new curling tongs or hair ext.. Hrmmmm~~~ which one shall I get?

Wavy wavy hair~~

Ice-cream therapy is good!

ICE CREAM is GOOOOOD!

Though it is not that healthy but with Singapore's weather, you can't help loving it~ XDD

Anyway, its been a long time since I went on a ice-cream therapy. Think the last time I went was before my exams? Ever since I started working, didn't get a chance to go, no more student deals at Swensens that time. =(

So, on Friday, Xiang and were walking around Orchard where we happen to bump into Trixy~ We then headed off to ION's Swensens to grab something to eat 1st. And since they had this special limited item going on, with Trixy's tempting, I ordered this:

Swensens' Mudpie.

Just look at the amount of fudge!

The mudpie was okay in my opinion. Still prefer Coffee Club's mudpie. Heehee. I heard New York New York's mudpie is really good too. Shall go and try it one day with Xiang! Whahahaha..

Anyway, that was my 1st time in ION Swensens and I saw the buffet thingy! Was tempted, so XM and I decided to go back there on Sunday to try out the ice-cream buffet~!! Woohoooo!


In the end, only I went for the buffet. XM ate his Chili Fish Pasta which he ate on Friday too. Reason being: Imagine ice-cream and cakes and waffles and hotcakes for dinner. I don't think everyone can just eat that for dinner. But, I can~ Whahahaha! Deserts! (though I should start cutting down...) So I went to try their ice-cream buffet. Lots of different ice-cream flavours. Here is my 1st creation.

Okay, I know it doesn't look appealing to the stomach at all. But its a mixture of 5 different chocolate! Whahahaha! Went for their cakes too but was lazy to take pictures.. or maybe, hungry.

After we were both full with our dinner, we went to BreadSociety to take a look at their interesting breads and bought some back home. I like their paper bag. Heex. And here's mine.

Its not bad. Kinda of similar to BreadTalk. Well, it should be, since they are affiliated.

Okaaay~ Enough of food talk. Making me hungry now. Hahas! Anyway, XM passed me this on Sat.

The KittyLab Fan!!

Woots!! I read about it in a magazine and was pestering him to go with me there. He got the fan from someone handing it out near a MRT station. Hahas. KittyLab seemed interesting and though I'm not a really big fan of Hello Kitty but it looks interesting and somehow or rather, I have quite a few Hello Kitty merchandise. Whahahaha!
Read the story about the KittyLab and it sounds really fun! Can't wait to go~~~~~

I went to their website and saw this:

KittyLab Cap! I want~~~

But its $48. Hopefully there will have lots of unique merchandise and if they have, it will be a time for me to splurge. Hohohoho. I can see $$$ flying away..
And this is what caught XM's eyes:

Hello Tower Recycle Bag~ Heex

Can't wait for it, can't wait for it~~~

Okie, time to sleep now~ Early lesson tomorrow. And I did my tutorial again! Amazing~
And on a side note: I want wavy hair~ XDD

Nites!