I feel so crappy now. I should be sleeping but I can't. Lots of thoughts are flowing through my head now. Why why why! I want to get rid of it, get rid of all these thoughts. Get rid of the rules that are stopping me. Everything! URGH!
Feeling kinda of upset and emo I guess. Trying to fall asleep but to no avail. Tomorrow's the day where I leave for P.Ubin till Wednesday.
And I guess I won't be able to spend Christmas' Eve at XM's house. Thanks to my DAD!! Who changed his mind again. Urghh!
All for now. Hates hates hates me and my thoughts now. ARGHHH!!!