What A Dream.

A dream I had from my nap just now. Yes, I took a nap on a Sunday. My nap was disturbed by 2 irritating calls. One was due to a wrong number..which in turn, made me snapped back at her. Eesh! I'm a grumpy person when it comes to my sleep. However, I tend to agree or answer nonsensical stuff when I'm still half-asleep. Hahas.
Anyway, this dream was one of the best dreams I've had in a loooong time. How I wish I could continue or have a part 2 of that dream. Recently, I've been having more dreams and most of them have a similar point in it. Sigh~ Dreams are said to be subconscious wishes to be interpreted. Now I wonder~~

Holidays are here but there's so many projects to complete~ Oh well, I'll take it slowly. Hahas.
Yesterday was Natsu practice and was..Woah!~ Had our usual slack session at Astar and Mac again and it was crazy. We came up with nonsenical stuff like Charlie Angels and Journey to the West!

(And oh my goodness, my brother just brought back durians!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! Stinky Stink Stink!)

Okay, where was I again? Oh, Journey to the West. Yea, Emily, Cindy, XM, Steve and I started all that nonsense and almost died laughing. LOL..

Oh yea! I'm so glad that there are still people around me who are crazy about Disney! Whahaha. Trixy is also crazy over Hannah Montana!~ Woohoooo...

Okay, some work calling out to me now and I gotta run~
Shall update my cam-whoring day out with Eileen and Steve another day~ XD
just a small picture 1st~

I've been feeling more of my secondary life character recently. Short tempered and gets irritated easily. Like my character in Secondary 3. Maybe its cos of the weather...or other little things that affect me subconsciously. Since secondary school, I have people telling me to control my temper up until now. Well, I think I controlled it pretty well after the incident in secondary 3 until my poly year 2? Maybe.

Yea, but the past few days, the last week to be exact, I was easily irritated by people. Crap. I know I gotta change, and I will. I don't want to drag my friends into trouble that was caused by me again. Argh~ Think happy stuff! I still have no idea why I'm feeling so moody. Maybe I'm sleep-deprived. Oh well, I shall really control. Think happy stuff!~~~~~
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I'm really going to try again~

Shoes + Monsters Vs Aliens

I finally got a pair of new shoes!~ Nike Blazer. If I'm not wrong. Shall post a picture of it.
I like this pair of shoes a lot~~ Hahas. I tried it and I'm like.. 'Yea~ I'm getting this.' Probably will halve the cost with my dad. He's grumbling. Oh well.

Anyway, went to catch my 1st 3D movie today. BT, KK, XM, Eileen, LS, Steve and I went to watch Monsters Vs Aliens! Super funny and cute!~ Hahas. I think we all look super toot with those glasses on. It was pretty painful for my ears after a while so I 'giap-ed' my ears with it. Kept laughing through the whole show. Ahhh~ A must watch. Hahas.

After that, went to LJS to slack and chit chat there. As usual, lots of jokes and I cried~ Yea~~ Thanks to me choking on my drink. LOL. Ahhh~ Happy happy!~

Before the movie, Eileen and I went to take neoprints together for the 1st time! LOL..and we chionged twice. Cos the 1st time was......horrible. Hahas. And I realised I have zero skills in decorating. Whahahaha. Will post up the pics once Eileen scan and pass me the pictures. Also did a little retail therapy, bought some nail polish from Ettusais~ I want their electric blue. Its niceee.. but it was out of stock. Argh!

These few days, managed to talk to someone, so was able to get some stuff off. I'm pretty glad that I managed to find another true friend.~ XDDD Thanks a lot!

These few days still feeling slightly moody. Mainly confused. Argh!~ I've also learnt about some stuff. Sometimes, these things make me feels so suffocated. Sigh~ My answer changed. From a 'Yes' to a 'Dunno' and now its 'I don't think so.' Today's movie said something that left me an impression. 'I don't want to be short-changed anymore.' Yeaps. So, I think it won't happen.

Anyway, I hope that I'll be able to sort out everything. Jiayou!

A picture of Eileen and I during our crazy times. Probably can't tell but yea, it was crazy..I'm super tempted to post up one picture, but....I think I'll be dead if I do that.

Ending off with this~
Nites!

Retail Therapy

Yes, I went for retail therapy today instead of ice-cream. (though I still ate ice-cream cake today)

Well, went to shop around FEP today with Eileen. Practically walked all the levels and the 'small streets'. Actually wanted to get school bags for each of us but just couldn't find the ones that we are interested in. Eileen is still only interested in the Zinc bag but I want to look around more. Its GSS afterall.
In the end, we got a tee each after walking for so long. I'm happy with my tee. Its bright and colourful~ Hahas. Too bad the other tee I wanted is OOS. Argh! My shoes also have a hole at the bottom of it. Shoe shopping soon! GSS! XDD Oh yea, my online stuff arrived too. So many of the stuff are OOS. Rah! That added to my unhappy mood. D=

I'm not in a good mood these few days. No matter how hard I try to deny or hide it even from myself, I still end up feeling irritated and short-tempered. Don't really want to talk to people too. Maybe its all the horrible confusion that's been accumulating. Freak! I don't wish for myself to be so moody. Thank goodness I went for retail therapy. At least that lighten my mood. Practice made me forget about any mood. Dinner too. But I guess, tomorrow will be a bad day for me. Sigh. I'm looking forward to friday now.

Get out of this crappy phase fast fast! I don't want and like a moody irritated me!
Maybe its just the tiredness talking. Too much reports these few days. I should sleep early then.
Nites!~ Bah!

Pool Bwanging~

Natsu practice again today! Woots!!

Was supposed to meet Trixy and Lue Song for jogging at 9am however......the stadium was taken and Mr Lue Song is late... again. Thus, Trixy and I went to Mac to eat and chit chat while we waited for the rest of the people to join us.

After that, we went down to Singapore Power Station or somewhere to have our natsu practice..in a studio~ With super nice bathroom!!! If only NYP has such good facilities, I think I'll bathe there everyday. Hohohoho~

Though today was not as 'intense' as last week but my right thigh is giving me problems most of the time. Stupid stupid stupid thigh! Anyway, I'm enjoying natsu practice now but there's lots of space for me to improve. Definitely. Jiayou!

Later on, went to eat Botak Jones. It was my 2nd or 3rd time eating it. Fish & Chips are nice!~ Even though I shared a plate with Jasmine but I still couldn't finish it thus I passed them over to Joo Bin. LOL. Dunno who's that? Whahahahahaha!

After makan-ing, Ban Theng, Kim Kai, Lue Song, Xiang Min, Steve, Ozzy, Jasmine, Selphie, Emily and I walked over to Meridien to play pool there. Hahas. We played a kind of pool game with poker cards and the 1st round was a loooooong one. But the whole game was fun and super entertaining. LOL.. Shu Herng joined us later... Merlion~ Whahahahaha.
Anyway, pool is really fun, with all the bwanging. And I think I learned a bit more on how to aim and hit the balls...or maybe not. But its definitely much better than my 1st try at pool with that horrible selfish pig! Super entertaining!~ Hahas.

These few days, lots of people have been showing me the parody of 'Nobody' by Wondergirls. But the parody version is by Mr Brown. Classic. Whahahahaa. Then Steve still keep letting me hear all the crazy stuff by them. So much of it until I can crack up over any minor stuff. Ahhhhh!!!! But its funny. LOL

Anyway, I guess I should start on my report tomorrow and chiong all the way. Rest for now! Definitely have to chiong until Thursday. The past week, I've been feeling confused over some stuff. Hopefully it will all get cleared up soon. Sigh~ Saw some bad disturbing stuff on Thurs too. But feeling much better after yesterday and today. LOL
Focus on my bag and shopping trip with Trixy and Eileen on Monday!! Jiayou jiayou! XDDD Cya then.~

What to do?

I did pretty okay for my tests.
I have 3 reports due next Monday, Wednesday and Thursday.
I had my ice-cream today.
I enjoyed myself today at dinner and post-dinner, in fact, the whole day.
I'm sneezing non-stop.
I think I'm coming down with a cold.

I'm confused.

*Dust Dust*

*Dust dust*

How many days have I not updated? Or I should use weeks. Judging from my last post, its been almost a month! Hahas.

Just some updates about what I've been doing in my life~

School:
As usual, I can't find my motivation to study or start my reports yet, but they will come soon.. I hope. School is definitely much better for me thanks to my friends. I guess I still ask myself this question at times, 'Am I really suited for the business world?'
After asking myself this question, my answer is always 'Yes!' Now let's see if the business world is ready for me, let say, 5 years down the road? Hahas. I'm prepared to start from the bottom and work my way up. I'll definitely crawl or climb up the ladder! Even if I'm pulled down, I'll still find my own legitimate way up. (Yes, I won't resort to underhanded methods.)
I've met lots of juniors around in NYP, be it CHR juniors or friends I've known from other places. Surprisingly, I couldn't recognize most of them. Hahas!


CAF 2009:
Not much stuff that requires me to state here. However, I just hope that they will really buck up as there seems to be more work for them to catch up on unlike us last year. I won't want to lose 10 years of my age through this event so its all gonna be entertainment to me. Whatever they do. I must learn to see things further and predict the stuff that will happen. (As Shifu says... 'OHMMMMMM') And no, I'm not training under a waterfall in a forest or jungle.

Dance:
OUCH! I think that summarizes everything. Hahas.
Dance for Natsu 2009 is fun! even though the 'after-effects' of it are painful. I can't move my body much. I feel like a robot the whole day cos any abrupt movements will kill me. Anyway, there are 4 songs for Natsu this year. Its definitely fun and I'm really happy that I joined JMD last year. Even though I'm pretty slow in it, I'll work doubly hard to catch up! Yosh!

Friends/Family/Fun:
I've been hanging around more with Leen and the rest now. Our after school meetings are often what I look forward to. Ice-cream~~~ Really am grateful for them for being in my life. Especially Eileen. We drag each other to weird places and always talk about nonsensical stuff. Hahas. Also had a great time with BT, KK when we go out to eat, movies or just random walking in Singapore. Crazy times.. (I'm walking on sunshine.. Woooo Ohhhh)

There are also lots of crazy and fun times on saturday too. The fun in learning the choreo, the 'shower-time gossip', dinner. Yesterday was a classic example. How long has it been since I've laughed like that? Hanging around with the OPG Ardorythmatics/Alumni group is fun. Though my 1st impression of them wasn't exactly all that good but yea, they are really nice and crazy people. Hahas. They are also the cause of my stomachache. JMD is a family..I really feel that now. XDD

I've also starting to learn things from Danny (Shifu...Ohmmmmm). I really hope I'll be able to graduate from his school with flying colours absorb and learn lots of things from him because I believe that my future dream job will definitely need it. And I'm pretty sure that it applies greatly to my life currently now too. Lots of people seems to be saying I'm like a little 'weirdo/monster' that Danny has created and taught but I don't think so. Hahas.

Okay, I guess that's all for the updates on my life.

Recently, someone posted me a question on how would I treat my kids in the future. I always believed in the saying, 'Spare the rod and spoil the child.' If I were to have kids in the future, I definitely would not spoil them. I would also not keep protecting them like how my parents have treated both me and my brother. Because I've seen the consequences of that teaching, there are more cons than pros. Nonetheless, I still love my parents even though there are lots of conflicts between us. XDD

Anyway, back to the topic of kids. Actually, I can't even imagine myself as a wife, not say a mother. Hahas. I pity whoever who is going to be my husband. LOL. Of course I would want a family of my own. Definitely. But....First of all, my character is kinda of demure'abnormal'? Hahas. And second of all, my dream job.

There are 2 dream jobs for me. If its the practical job, its going to be in the events industry. If I could really dream more and do it, it would be in the tourism industry. Somewhere along the line of a tour guide or a job that lets me travel around the world. Yeaps. I really want that. We just gotta see what lies in our future. For me, the future seems uncertain right now but I'm just going to do my best and do as many things as I can with my friends and family! Yoshie Yoshie! XDDD

Guess I'll stop here for now or I'm going to have to add fingerache to the aching parts of my body. Hahas. Shall end off with my most recent picture.. XDDD

Cya till next time then!

Dancing

Whoosh! I've never danced like this for a long time! I think since Open House. My body felt awkward when I started to dance at first, but getting better as I continue to practise. But still lots of place for improvement. Definitely. I shall do my best.

Somehow dancing makes me forget about my stupid sore throat and cough. Yeaps, I started coughing today..Yesterday was flu. But thank God that my throat is healing, its much better now! Just the cough for now. Oh yea, somehow, I don't really have any appetite to eat these few days. For this week, I've been mainly eating one meal per day which is enough to keep me full. Like yesterday and today, I only ate 1 Doublecheese burger and wasn't hungry the whole day. Had to stuff the whole burger down.

Today was SJCC orientation and I'm actually quite disappointed with them I guess. Shan't say much but I'm sure they will learn from today's event and do better for the next event. Jiayou!

My first week of school is pretty hard to adjust my mentality back from work to studying. Plus this year, all my modules are theory based, no calculations or anything. Sigh, the modules are quite boring. A lot of ICA projects so hopefully my group will be able to work well~ Somehow, after talking to Mel and Vann, I realise that most of my classmates do not hang out with each other outside school, normally is go class, break together, home after school. We will seldom go out so I guess my class is not as bonded as others. Sad.. I guess I'm more attached to SJCC friends than my classmates.

School will be boring for me if I didn't join SJCC and met all my friends there.

Dance practice today was for natsu, supposed to be Wonder Girls Nobody dance, but in the end, not enough time and was practising Cheng Yao with them. Hahas! The dance is niceeeee~~ Tiring but nice. Legs gonna die tomorrow.. I still have lots of things to improve for the dance too. But I enjoyed it. Though I was a little unsure whether to dance for natsu but after dancing Cheng Yao, it reaffirms my decision to perform. Though I'm confirmed for 'Nobody' choreography now, I must do my best in that choreography and also in Cheng Yao. The dance is addictive! I want to dance it too!! XDDD Jiayou jiayou!!

It's my LIFE!!

Let's see, after the revival post, I got lazy and stopped blogging again. Hahas. Hard to type out what I actually did in these last few weeks so I'll just state the more significant and important points I guess.

My attachment is over!!! Woohoooooooo~~~~ Finally, I made some great friends through there, Vann, Mel and Fiona. The 3 interns are also known as VJM. LOL, Fiona was a HR assistant who had just been employed and.....hahas. Oh well, she posted some of our photos that we took on the last day in facebook so I won't post it up here anymore and I didn't take any pictures. All that I have to do now is the IPP report which I'm dreading it. Ugh. I think its going to be all about filing. Sigh~~~

School's starting tomorrow. My timetable is okay. Not the best or the worst. I get fridays off!! 6 modules, mainly touching on the HR side. Let's hope I'll be able to do well in my studies again. Though I feel really slack now. Can't wait to meet familiar faces back in school and see if I can spot any in the Year 1 batch.

Anyway, there are a few creepy disturbing stuff happening to me these few days. I wonder if there is some kind of sign over my head saying, "Disturb this person, its fun!"

Disturbing scene 1:
I was on my way to my workplace and walking through the underground pass when I saw this guy in his mid 30s. He had dreadlocks and the 'towel' he used was of a denim material. That's not the worst. He was wearing denim shorts above his knee and a translucent 'blouse' that was almost reaching his shorts! Translucent! I probably burned my eyes after that scene. I wanted to pass him 2 plasters to prevent anyone from suffering the same way I did.

Weird scene 2:
The next day, I was sitting in a bench next to Singtel, waiting for Kim, watching my videos in my PSP when this lady started yakking loudly near me. At first I thought that she was talking to someone esle so I didn't bother. But suddenly I heard her speaking very closely to me and all I caught was ".....got Singtel shop here?" In chinese too. So I just turned to her direction and pointed at the 'oh-so-obvious singtel shop right next to us.' Which she replied me asking me what the time was and if there was another one nearby. I replied her saying that I was not very sure of it and she started complaining to me about how late Singtel starts work etc and how she had paid her bill recently and they cut off her line. So I just stared and nodded but not before getting a shock from her attire. She was dripping! Her hair, clothes and bag looked like she had purposely walked in the slight drizzle. As I had just entered from outside, it was only a slight drizzle but I wished she would dry herself before popping out next to someone and start her complaints.

Disturbing scene 3:
On the last day of my attachment, I took the mrt with Vann to Novena to visit both of our relatives in TTSH. Upon entering the train, there was this suspicious white styrofoam box that was right next to the doors. Everyone just stood there and it looks like it did not belong to anyone. The two of us kept staring at it and everyone was like trying to keep a distance away from it. We hoped that nothing will happen if it really is some kind of suspicious item for the next two stops. Once we alighted, we went to the control station just to let them know and showed them the picture of the box that I took. Interesting, I wondered what happened to it later on. Vann was saying, what happens if it turns out to be crabs? LOL!

Disgusted scene 4:
Just after that, walking along TTSH corridor with Vann, we met these 2 people quarreling. A patient with a broken arm and a Kopitiam staff. The patient was obviously injured as he had his arm in a sling and his head was facing down as he was talking while his other hand was holding his handphone and tissues too. He was rushing to the toilet while the lady insisted that he bring his stuff along with him. He asked if she could just bring it to the Kopitiam above but the lady shouted back at him, asking him to carry his own stuff. (Oh, we were dragged in because the lady stopped Vann and I to explain to him that he had to take his stuff with him.) Seeing this, both of us volunteered to take his stuff up for him and followed the lady to the Kopitiam. The staff there were telling us we shouldn't have agreed to take his stuff and saying that the patient was mentally unstable. But I shoot them back, saying that there were no other alternatives. That patient obviously couldn't take his own belongings right?? Its true that you have to close the shop soon but there are hardly any customers inside and you guys are just lounging there. Have some sympathy man! Sheesh, Vann and I took the stuff and later on, the poor guy was really in a bad situation. The whole story with him is pretty long and this is just part 1.

Funny scene 5:
This is pretty random. On the way to school yesterday, I sat behind a lady who clipped up her hair....using a peg! Serious, I was shocked but I took a picture of it. I couldn't stop laughing. But i pity the hair, it must have hurt.

Okay, end of all the weird, disturbing stuff.
I met up with Kim (another weird person..XDD) yesterday to attend her youth service. I had a really good time there and it reminded me of the times I attending CF during secondary 1. Happened to meet Joel Bay there too. Hahas, it was a long time since I met him. He still looks pretty much the same like in CHR except he got his own bike now. Bike, not bicycle, which was what I thought at first. Hahas! Kim and I talked about a few stuff and yea, I kinda of agreed with what she said and of course, there was gossip too. Interesting stuff. We bought this disgusting bubble tea from Northpoint and it was really bad.
We also met up on Tuesday and went back to CHR. Managed to meet Koa, Santha, Hock, David, Dennis and also Thomas Than. Ahhhh~~~ Talked about the good old days where we were so mischievious and played pranks on practically all the teachers that were close to us. Most of the teachers have left the school and the surviving ones seems so stress. But I'm really glad we managed to catch up with them. Its been soooo long since I last saw them. Koa's daughter is super cute now!~~~

Anyway, back to school.
I went back to NYP on sat for CAF meeting. It was the 1st meeting for CAF 2009. CAF was something that my batch started up, I want to see it through until it really blooms. The 1st one was a success and I want to make sure the next one is a bigger success too.
Though organizing CAF last year was pretty tough, but I was glad that there was this event. Through this event, I found another passion that I can pursue in my future career. Events management. Somehow, I really enjoyed it during the planning and the on-site work. That is one side I would like to pursue next time, and hopefully, I can get a degree in it too.

I also went to take a look at the 1st natsu practice. Didn't know it was that day until Sok Hiang told me. hahas, didn't check facebook at all. XDDD Anyway, decided to join them for Natsu performance this year too. Last year was really fun at Natsu.

I know that with my third year now and stuff, some people will probably think I'm mad for taking up so many activities but I believe I will be able to cope my time management. And the main thing, my attachment made me realise that time is short, once I step into the workforce, I have to give up on a lot of things. So I'm going to do as many things as I can in my final year. I'm going to enjoy the things I want to now so that 10 years down the road, I won't look back and regret. So that I won't regret my life in NYP. For the 2 years I've been here, I've never once regretted anything.
I did not regret not appealing, I did not regret joining SJCC, AAA, JMD. I did not regret anything I did so far and I do not want it to start at all. You may call me crazy or so, but I want to live life to the fullest! Time is really short. The things happening these few days made me realise it.
I mentioned it above, I went to the hospital to visit my grandma, who was just diagnosed with cancer. I'm not very sure of the stage now but I do hope everything will be okay.

Going to go off for now..its a really long post. Hahas...time for me to sleep~~~ School tomorrow~

Movies Review

I'm back for a movie review and a short post if I'm not too tired. For this period, these are the movies I've caught and shall post what I feel about it because I can't sleep yet. But since there are quite a few movies, I shall try to keep them in one sentence. XDDD


Hilarious, average storyline but funny jokes and etc...Quite interesting, like any Hong Kong Police drama series.
A show that disappointed me greatly as the movie seems to say, even if you know about it, you can't change anything and you're gonna DIE!!!!
A definitely must watch if you like cars and action. It was my 1st time watching the series and I liked it! XD
Happy in the beginnning, tearjerker at the end. Like what my friend said, "We paid $6 to cry."
Quite an exciting shows and their powers are cool....hahas..
Nicey nice shows for dogs lover. It will tug at your heart at some time in the movie. And their inventions are super good which will make you feel like buying one for your pet too..
A definitely must watch for everyone. You will just keep laughing 90% of the whole movie.
Comedy movie with a slight twist at the end with ridiculously funny scenes.
Nice chick flick. Their pranks were funny and really shows how scheming a woman can be..hurhurhur
A funny yet 'touching' movie where it shows that outcasted and unique kids are all seeking love and concern. Its definitely funny..XDD
A must watch movie too! The casts are already WOW and the storyline is good. Different stories surrounding them. Those random inputs are the best!
A show that will make you very very hungry. Pretty interesting, well, kungfu shows have always been interesting. The food will make you drool. Kinda of freaky how the chefs are able to sort out what ingredients they need etc..
Finally, the last one. PUSH! A super nice show and the storyline is good. The ending was interesting and good. The phsyic powers are enough to make you go WOW too. But there are some parts where we just can't understand why they didn't use their power. LOL


Finally done, didn't do a good job on it. And since it is 1am, I shall go to bed now. I'll continue with posting tomorrow about some of my recent thinkings and also my life!~ Nites