End of 2009

2009 is finally coming to an end.

Lots of things happened and be it whether it was pleasant or not, it's been a learning experience for me. And I can firmly say that I'm still learning, on my way to reach the goal I want for my life.

Well, after Xmas floated by quickly this year, I reflected on the past year and I guess I became a bit grouchy. Ok, maybe not a bit. Anyway, by the countdown party tomorrow, I'll be back to my usual self with my new resolutions that I hope to keep. Whahahaha!

Sorry for worrying those around me and thanks for the concern. Heex.
The crazy trip today with Kim and Chicken Chiang today helped me loads too~ Miss the time back then too. Hahas.

Okaaay, wanted to do a nice happy post but guess I'm still not really in the mood so till next year~!

Enjoy the last of 2009 and...

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

Merry Christmas~!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

TO ALL!!

XDDD

Just ended caroling at 1 am plus.. Tired~ Throat seems weird too. Must drink more liang teh. Heehee. Ookie! I shall go Zzz le~ Watching Alvin & Chipmunks II tomorrow! Wheeeee~ Chipettes! XDD

Nites & Merry Christmas again!

O_O

I feel so crappy now. I should be sleeping but I can't. Lots of thoughts are flowing through my head now. Why why why! I want to get rid of it, get rid of all these thoughts. Get rid of the rules that are stopping me. Everything! URGH!

Feeling kinda of upset and emo I guess. Trying to fall asleep but to no avail. Tomorrow's the day where I leave for P.Ubin till Wednesday.

And I guess I won't be able to spend Christmas' Eve at XM's house. Thanks to my DAD!! Who changed his mind again. Urghh!

All for now. Hates hates hates me and my thoughts now. ARGHHH!!!

*emo post*

Zonked out~

HARLO~ Xmas is coming~!!!

I'm sooooo tired but kinda of refusing sleep as I slept for an hour plus at XM's house. Was planning to sleep for only 45 min but ended up sleeping for 1 hour plus.. Too tired. Was getting kinda of high and seh seh due to lack to sleep. Hahas.

Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day and the day after that will be at P. Ubin so there won't be any updates for me for 1 day plus. Heex. Youth Camp.

Past few days have been busy and here are just some pictures~ There are like soooo many pictures in my camera that I have not transferred over or upload it on FaceBook~ Somehow, FaceBook isn't working whenever I'm uploading pictures for this lappy. Hrmmm~

Just some pics. More next time, took pics with Jun, Sandy and Puay Loo too. Been an hectic weekend.

XM & Me~ XDD

Odango Bun~

Okay, sleep time for me I guess. Cya next time~
Nights~ Zzzzz...

Christmas Shopping~ AHHHH!!!

I've been dreading to do my Christmas shopping this year. And time flew by so fast that now I'm in a panic for it. Argh~ The next few weeks I'm gonna be so so busy that I might not have time to do my Christmas shopping. Up till now, I still have thought of what to get for my friends! Shoots! Next week will still be my ICA week with projects and tests. Followed by a wedding to attend! Right after that is 'Hello to Pulau Ubin!' which is just a day before Christmas Eve. Now you know why I can't do any last minute Christmas shopping... unless anyone cares of Pulau Ubin exotic sands or water? WHahahahahaha!

Anyway, I'm back in my own bedroom now, dad and I removed my grandma's bed. Took a few pictures but lazy to transfer for now. Heehee. I have a new closet to put my stuff which are still in a mess. Soooo freaking tired, spent 3 hours plus redoing my room and its not even completed. It's just... live-able for now. There's still so many things I want like, a beanbag or a comfy armchair, a big mirror, a DVD player (getting that from my brother. whahahaha), a walk-in wardrobe(I wish!) and maybe more decor for my wall. Was contemplating whether to repaint my walls but I guess it will be too much of a hassle and expensive~ Hehex. Lots of injuries on me though. *K.O-ed*

Okie, back to studying for my test tomorrow~
And I love my new boots!! Both of them~!!! I finally got boots!!! WHEEEE!

Nites peeps!

60 things a girl would want but won't ask for.

"60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT


36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D "

Found this article on Facebook. Hmm, maybe I'm becoming more cynical these few days or so but when I saw this, I feel that some of it were quite stupid, entertaining and like 'WHAT?!', those kind of reactions. What do you think of this article then?

Safe Cooking?

I watched New Moon with Xiang Min and it was...... Okkaaay. Just what I expected, my reaction was okaay. The lines were indeed cheesy like what most of my friends' had said and I felt, there wasn't much of a plot or any climax. Oh well~ I'm waiting to see the 3rd movie though, hopefully there will be more fighting scenes. Whahahaha!

We were also walking around CWP just now and something caught my eyes!

Super Cute!! And I bet it's totally cook proof and kitchen safe for someone like me.
I want one of that!! I got my eye on the sushi making set, the macaroon set, the sandwich set, gyoza, chocolate and many many more. All of them look so tempting!~~~

Heeheehee. I want one, but the price is around $19.90 to $69.90!! Very big range. I was tempted when I saw it at AFA but I didn't realise that there were other places selling it too. Whahahaha~!

I think I went a little crazy over it and Xiang Min was worried that he'll get diarrhea after eating my cooking. -.- Sheesh! I can cook simple rice well ok? Hahas.

Here are more pictures of it~

Okay~ Sleep time for me. Early lesson tomorrow and 3 tests this week. Sigh~
Nites peeps! XDD

Always in my heart..

The cremation for my grandma was held today. Though she's gone physically, I know that one day, I'll see her again in Heaven.

Thanks for taking care of me all this time.
Thanks for everyone's care and concern.

The day she left...

Without any warning or sign, she left us.

By the time I knew, the doctor told my parents she was gone.

I didn't manage to say goodbye.

When I heard the news, I cabbed back home to wait. After that, I cabbed down to NUH to see her 1 last time before she was moved.

Throughout the journey, I can't stop my tears. They just kept flowing. I wanted to call Xiang Min but I knew I can't and I won't. He was working and also I knew, I would just cry louder and harder. I'm feeling better now. Thanks to my church friends who came over just now and my family. But whenever I look at my room, it feels quiet and empty. I know she's back with the Lord and I'm thankful she had a painless departure.

She took care of me when I was young, my playmate in my childhood, my hokkien teacher and of course, my naggy and protective grandmother. She's gone now. Her death has impacted me much more than I thought it would, much more than my maternal grandmother, as I guess, she was close to me when I was young.

Flashbacks are running through my head and I keep remembering our past conversations and talks. I'm glad she led an healthy life and did not suffer a long painful death.

2 pictures of us when we were young.

Goodbye Popo.