Sunday, August 16, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
Grandma
I just visited my grandma. My mom's mother. Though she lives just 6 floors below with my uncle. I seldom get the chance to visit her. Though we weren't very close, but still, there were some memories with her. Didn't get a chance to interact a lot with her but yea. She's growing weaker as the days passed, and when I looked at her, its really a big difference. Talked to her a little just now but she was tired, so gotta let her rest. I just hope that her pain will ease. I really hope she isn't feeling much pain now. Cancer is a scary thing. It drains your life away. Or maybe, old age is a scary thing too.
Praying hard that grandma will not feel much pain now.
Praying hard that grandma will not feel much pain now.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
New Journey
I really shouldn't be blogging now but as I'm heading off to the library to study later, might as well get some entertainment in 1st before my mugging. Exams are just next week! Die die die!
These few days were busy and fun too~ Hahas. Natsu is coming up soon. 1 day after my last paper. Phew~ At least I will be able to enjoy it thoroughly.
We also celebrated Trixy's birthday yesterday at natsu practice before she left for Japan for her birthday. Lucky! I want to go Japan too..Oh well, there will be a chance to go someday~
Hahas. I think I'll take a short 1 week break after my exams are over and I'll be out looking for a job. So still looking for lobangs.
Oh, I had a super nice dream just not. For this dream, I kinda of agree about dreams coming from subconscious thinking. It was a 30 min dream. Cos I remembered I woke up at 9.30, had the dream and I woke up around 10am. Ahhhh~ It seemed realistic. Woots! Hopefully it comes true. hurhurhur.
Shan't blog too much now. Gotta get through the horrible exam period 1st. Sheesh.
Anyway, I'm glad and happy that he's with me, starting this journey together.even though I feel so o** now. XDDDD
These few days were busy and fun too~ Hahas. Natsu is coming up soon. 1 day after my last paper. Phew~ At least I will be able to enjoy it thoroughly.
We also celebrated Trixy's birthday yesterday at natsu practice before she left for Japan for her birthday. Lucky! I want to go Japan too..Oh well, there will be a chance to go someday~
Hahas. I think I'll take a short 1 week break after my exams are over and I'll be out looking for a job. So still looking for lobangs.
Oh, I had a super nice dream just not. For this dream, I kinda of agree about dreams coming from subconscious thinking. It was a 30 min dream. Cos I remembered I woke up at 9.30, had the dream and I woke up around 10am. Ahhhh~ It seemed realistic. Woots! Hopefully it comes true. hurhurhur.
Shan't blog too much now. Gotta get through the horrible exam period 1st. Sheesh.
Anyway, I'm glad and happy that he's with me, starting this journey together.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
@#$%^&*
@&^#*$ is how I'm feeling now. I did up another post but I don't think I'll blog it up as for now.
Yeaps, I'm feeling used again. After all that talk about me not being used, I'm feeling it again. Crap! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Yeaps, I'm feeling used again. After all that talk about me not being used, I'm feeling it again. Crap! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Monday, August 3, 2009
Wrong Topic.
Ahhhh!!!~~~
In HBehav lecture now. Somehow, the people I'm hanging around today seems bit sot and wrong. Heard they had a very interesting tutorial this morning which I happily skipped. Had a long break, did a bit of discussion and watched movies on my laptop with some of my classmates. Crazy.
I shall go off and continue listening to the exam tips. Which is the only reason why I'm attending this lecture. Whahahahaha! More next time. XDD
In HBehav lecture now. Somehow, the people I'm hanging around today seems bit sot and wrong. Heard they had a very interesting tutorial this morning which I happily skipped. Had a long break, did a bit of discussion and watched movies on my laptop with some of my classmates. Crazy.
I shall go off and continue listening to the exam tips. Which is the only reason why I'm attending this lecture. Whahahahaha! More next time. XDD
Last week of school
Its the last week for school. Its normally when you can see me going for lectures and tutorials which will be dishing out exam tips. Whahahaha. Time to start studying soon. Once I start my holidays, I'll be trying to look for a job. So if anyone has any lobang, do let me know. Hehehehe.
Went out with Leen, Steve, XM, Danny, Gerry, Emily, Zhen Hao and Selphie to look for 'Nobody' clothes. Managed to get it in the end, went off to AMK to eat steamboat. Full~ Merlion joined us later on and the rest of us head off to arcade while Danny, Emily and Zhen Hao continued eating. Was pretty bored and went to look at UFO catchers. Always tempted to try but still. I saw someone who spent $4 and caught a pair of Stitch and Angel. Ahhh~
After that, we went to Coffee Bean to slack and lots of nonsensical stuff there. Ahh~ Really enjoyed today too. Been a good day in church too. My class was super funny and all their comments and thinkings are super cute la! LOL..
Oh yea, remembered what I wanted to blog about. I do treasure and cherish the time we had together last time. But even then, there was only a small group of people I was really close to. Those are the people I would like to meet up. The previous time I said I would try is cause you guys keep asking and asking and wouldn't take no. I mean, of course it would be great to have a class gathering, but if most of the people who I'd like to meet up aren't there, to me, its kinda of .... Just that, I got other commitments too and I do not wish to attend with a half-hearted attitude that might cause unhappiness to others. Like I said, since the date is confirm and all, if there are really more people going, I will join. But if its less than 10 and not much of the people closer to me are going, I'll pass. Hope you all don't take it negatively and yeaps, I really enjoyed the times we had previously and I'm not saying that the others in the class aren't important and I do not wish to meet with you guys. Just that, I know I might not be happy there and thus create more unhappiness etc etc. Yea~ Hopefully it will turn out right and really have a bigger class gathering.
Anyway, I think I shall hop off to sleep. Pretty tired. Lack of sleep recently. Hurhurhur~Wanted to blog about some stuff but forgot. Wanted to blog about the gathering.Oh well. Anyone got any job lobangs, do let me know. Heex.
Nites~
Went out with Leen, Steve, XM, Danny, Gerry, Emily, Zhen Hao and Selphie to look for 'Nobody' clothes. Managed to get it in the end, went off to AMK to eat steamboat. Full~ Merlion joined us later on and the rest of us head off to arcade while Danny, Emily and Zhen Hao continued eating. Was pretty bored and went to look at UFO catchers. Always tempted to try but still. I saw someone who spent $4 and caught a pair of Stitch and Angel. Ahhh~
After that, we went to Coffee Bean to slack and lots of nonsensical stuff there. Ahh~ Really enjoyed today too. Been a good day in church too. My class was super funny and all their comments and thinkings are super cute la! LOL..
Oh yea, remembered what I wanted to blog about. I do treasure and cherish the time we had together last time. But even then, there was only a small group of people I was really close to. Those are the people I would like to meet up. The previous time I said I would try is cause you guys keep asking and asking and wouldn't take no. I mean, of course it would be great to have a class gathering, but if most of the people who I'd like to meet up aren't there, to me, its kinda of .... Just that, I got other commitments too and I do not wish to attend with a half-hearted attitude that might cause unhappiness to others. Like I said, since the date is confirm and all, if there are really more people going, I will join. But if its less than 10 and not much of the people closer to me are going, I'll pass. Hope you all don't take it negatively and yeaps, I really enjoyed the times we had previously and I'm not saying that the others in the class aren't important and I do not wish to meet with you guys. Just that, I know I might not be happy there and thus create more unhappiness etc etc. Yea~ Hopefully it will turn out right and really have a bigger class gathering.
Anyway, I think I shall hop off to sleep. Pretty tired. Lack of sleep recently. Hurhurhur~
Nites~
Sunday, August 2, 2009
A Real Boyfriend......?
Below is what Eileen posted in a facebook note. Kinda of feel differently for some parts. I feel that it isn't so and kinda of untrue. Hahas. So here goes:
When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go
When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong
When she ignores you
Give her your attention
When she pulls away
Pull her back
When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word
When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared
Protect her
When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up
When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand
When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does
When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers
When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"
The End!
When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go
When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong
When she ignores you
Give her your attention
When she pulls away
Pull her back
When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word
When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared
Protect her
When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up
When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand
When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does
When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers
When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"
The End!
Vegetables
Hello~
I met with Trixy, Sok Hiang, Jia Hui, Gerry, Lue Song and Ban Theng in the morning for breakfast after which I rushed off for my Entrep Day presentation. Overall was okay for me. Though I felt like I had to rush through till due lack of time, I'm pretty confident in my own presentation skills. Later on, I went to Natsu practice where we were practicing formation for Nobody in the morning. I gotta improve on my timing. It sucks. Especially the part where I'm in front. Dadadadada!!!! After lunch continued with stretching etc. Think I over stretched my thigh area. Feels kinda of painful after it till now. Feeling better though. Heehee. Shall not exert my thigh muscle for a while.
Around 4 plus, went down to meet Sensei and his wife for dinner together with LS, ZS, Sherwin, Danny, Sun Yi and Desmond at Waterfront Hotel. We went to a place called Nanjyo Monjya where we had to cook our own food. It was pretty fun and of course, we gotta discuss about several topics too. But overall, enjoyed the food. It was my 1st time eating so much veggies in a meal. Seriously a lot of veggies~
OHH!! And I cooked fried rice too and it tasted pretty ok. Yay~ I can cook now. Hahas. For those who know me in secondary, you guys are probably amazed. Yea, Jo can't cook for nuts. The last time I tried a 'meal' like noodles or rice....something happened and oh well. Think this time round was ok. Even though the presentation of the rice doesn't look appetizing, but at least it tasted ok. XDDD
Kinda of tired now. Tomorrow there's still church and going out to look for costumes at paya lebar. I shall pop back to sleep now. Nites!
I met with Trixy, Sok Hiang, Jia Hui, Gerry, Lue Song and Ban Theng in the morning for breakfast after which I rushed off for my Entrep Day presentation. Overall was okay for me. Though I felt like I had to rush through till due lack of time, I'm pretty confident in my own presentation skills. Later on, I went to Natsu practice where we were practicing formation for Nobody in the morning. I gotta improve on my timing. It sucks. Especially the part where I'm in front. Dadadadada!!!! After lunch continued with stretching etc. Think I over stretched my thigh area. Feels kinda of painful after it till now. Feeling better though. Heehee. Shall not exert my thigh muscle for a while.
Around 4 plus, went down to meet Sensei and his wife for dinner together with LS, ZS, Sherwin, Danny, Sun Yi and Desmond at Waterfront Hotel. We went to a place called Nanjyo Monjya where we had to cook our own food. It was pretty fun and of course, we gotta discuss about several topics too. But overall, enjoyed the food. It was my 1st time eating so much veggies in a meal. Seriously a lot of veggies~
OHH!! And I cooked fried rice too and it tasted pretty ok. Yay~ I can cook now. Hahas. For those who know me in secondary, you guys are probably amazed. Yea, Jo can't cook for nuts. The last time I tried a 'meal' like noodles or rice....something happened and oh well. Think this time round was ok. Even though the presentation of the rice doesn't look appetizing, but at least it tasted ok. XDDD
Kinda of tired now. Tomorrow there's still church and going out to look for costumes at paya lebar. I shall pop back to sleep now. Nites!
Saturday, August 1, 2009
...
Can't sleep thus was thinking through some stuff. Kinda feel depressed and upset lately. But oh well~ I gotta fight it off. I shall~ Once I 'emo' this night away. Or should I say, morning.
Just wanna stone and emo for now. I shall go watch some old dramas now.
I'll be back to usual at 9am.. Not sure how long it will last. But it will probably last till I reached home at least.
Sometimes, I wished that when I close my room's door, its like closing the whole world out. I do wish that at times. But, its impossible. If I really do that, I would have tons of people knocking at it and see a pile of work for me to do when I finally open it. So yea.
Let me just 'emo' for now.
Just wanna stone and emo for now. I shall go watch some old dramas now.
I'll be back to usual at 9am.. Not sure how long it will last. But it will probably last till I reached home at least.
Sometimes, I wished that when I close my room's door, its like closing the whole world out. I do wish that at times. But, its impossible. If I really do that, I would have tons of people knocking at it and see a pile of work for me to do when I finally open it. So yea.
Let me just 'emo' for now.
Clumsy Jojo
Something is wrong with me recently. I'm getting really clumsy. More so than ever. For example, I could knock my forehead into my own chair when retrieving a pen from the floor. And just now, I knocked my head into the dishwashing 'dryer' area above my sink when I was washing my hands. Knocked straight into it. I feel like I'm having lots of accidents lately. Should be more alert. Maybe its the lack of sleep and projects. I can even sit at a wrong angle on my ankle. Yay me! LOL..Anyway, been really clumsy these days. Better take care of myself and sleep more.
This coming week will be my last week of school. Tomorrow's Entrep Day, my 2nd last presentation for this semester. Like finally. I've been working with 3 exchange students and the experience is not good at all. Sigh~ But I'm not getting the brunt of it. Good thing. I think I've learned to be smarter in this aspect after 2 years in business school. Once tomorrow's over, I'll be able to breathe easier.
Tomorrow's a busy busy day too. Meeting the girls in the morning for either breakfast or running. Preparation + Presentation at 10. Natsu practice after that, followed by dinner @ Waterfront. Whoosh. I'll be carrying lots of thingys tomorrow. XDD
Guess I should sleep soon. Once I've finished packing. However, I'm not looking forward to sleep as much as before. Having 'nightmares' since last friday. Somehow, can't sleep easily and sometimes, I would wake up in the middle of the night and just feel uneasy.
Yesh, I'm a human. I have my phobias too. Which is horror and supernatural things. Precisely why I'm never fond of ghost stories or horror movies. Even shows that are too gruesome will leave me shivering and insomnia? Okaaay, saying this much, I should pack my bag and try to sleep. Its a long day tomorrow too..
Nites!
This coming week will be my last week of school. Tomorrow's Entrep Day, my 2nd last presentation for this semester. Like finally. I've been working with 3 exchange students and the experience is not good at all. Sigh~ But I'm not getting the brunt of it. Good thing. I think I've learned to be smarter in this aspect after 2 years in business school. Once tomorrow's over, I'll be able to breathe easier.
Tomorrow's a busy busy day too. Meeting the girls in the morning for either breakfast or running. Preparation + Presentation at 10. Natsu practice after that, followed by dinner @ Waterfront. Whoosh. I'll be carrying lots of thingys tomorrow. XDD
Guess I should sleep soon. Once I've finished packing. However, I'm not looking forward to sleep as much as before. Having 'nightmares' since last friday. Somehow, can't sleep easily and sometimes, I would wake up in the middle of the night and just feel uneasy.
Yesh, I'm a human. I have my phobias too. Which is horror and supernatural things. Precisely why I'm never fond of ghost stories or horror movies. Even shows that are too gruesome will leave me shivering and insomnia? Okaaay, saying this much, I should pack my bag and try to sleep. Its a long day tomorrow too..
Nites!
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