I need to wrap myself with events, to keep my mind off certain things. When I'm alone, I can't help thinking how useless I am and all. Without asking, I'm being blamed. What's the point. If people don't wish to ask, I won't wish to explain.
It's times like this where I feel that being single, being alone is so much better off. When can I find a soulmate? A person who I can talk to about anything and everything? God, I know you will listen to me, maybe its a sign that I should be alone after all? Maybe, maybe that's your plan for me.