Cosplay Arts Festival 2009

Cosplay Arts Festival 2009 is over. Finally. Though the past week had been hectic, but looking back, they were times I would always treasure. Life seems to slow down so much after yesterday. Its tiring, definitely, lots of people are. Not just me. CAF is combined with everyone's efforts. Without everyone supporting it, it wouldn't be a success. Though it was not perfect, but it will be an experience and memory that I really treasure. These are stuff that can't bought with money. The times where we all worked together for an event.

Anyway, think I was pretty worked up the past few days. Apologies to the people around me. Jo was on a short fuse and after my ice-cream therapy tomorrow, I should be back to my mindless version. Hahas! Kudos to all!

It was fun working with external parties this time round and yeaps, thanks for the support too guys!

School wise, most of my projects are over too with only 3 more to go. Talking on a career and school area, I think I've a goal in mind. Events. Yeaps yeaps~ I really hope I can go down that path.

Next thing for me outside school would be Natsu. Whahaha. And also, I hope I get to meet up with Kim and the rest soon. Tired.

Ying jie, Ah Pek, Uncle Tin, Aunty Eng Kim and Felicia came to Singapore today. I didn't get a chance to meet the Penang peeps and Felicia is most probably on the way to Australia. Ying jie and Ah Pek are staying at my house currently and doing some kind of renovations and stuff for Grandma.

I shall relax and rest as much as I can now as soon, I'll be back on my feet running again. I bet. I shall go watch the special of Nodame Cantabile. Finally, BT passed it to me yesterday. Hahas. HP tomorrow, so far, the reviews for it were bad and kinda of expected it, but still. Its Draco's turn!!!! Wahaaa!~ Finally. I think he looks much better outside the show, from the premiere pictures I saw. Heh Heh. Mindless Jo~~~

Oh, I got a new version too. The demure and feminine Jo. Heex.

Here are some pictures from the CAF photoshoot and we were taking lots of photos from Trixy's camera. So here are just some of them. XDD

Anyway, that day was super hot. If I cosplayed on that day, I would have melted thanks to the heat. Really good job for the photographers and cosplayers!

So here am I, after few hours in the sun, I decided to take a break at the museum. =)

BT decides to join in too.
Ranka and the frogs. Super cute froggies.. Hahas.
And of course, Chrome. Or rather, its Leen in this photo. Can't wait to do Tayutama tgt~
And of course my kor was there too. XDDD
Trixy took a picture of me. No prizes for guessing who was I sms-ing. At least, that's what I think I'm doing. I like this picture of mine. Thanks Trix!Anyway, I'll just end off with this and I'll be back with more soon. Hopefully~ Ice cream~

Busy Disy Buzy

Yea! No updates for 1 week.

Been pretty busy with school and CAF. Finally got a load off my mind after today. Outdoor photoshoot is finally completed and there wasn't much hiccups. I'm still learning and this is a good experience for me. Looking at all of them in their costumes, kinda of think back to last year where CAF was the last time I cosplayed. Hahas. Oh well, until now, I'm still thinking. Actually, I was supposed to cosplay with Eileen at this year Cosfest but because some stuff came up and I didn't attend Cosfest 09 at all. Most probably I'll cosplay with Eileen at AFA this year then. Most probably.

CAF is just another 3 days away. Gonna be super duper busy. After CAF, things will lighten up a little more. Time to go catch up with friends again~ Retail therapy and ice cream!!~ Hopefully this year CAF will be a bigger success than last year. Yea yea yea~

Anyway, just a personal update. There are many things happening now. Funny, sad and happy. But I'm just glad for my group of friends always. I'm contented. XD I won't want to change anything. There's so much to say, so much to express but yet.... oh well.

Eyes closing soon. Been sleeping only a few hours recently. Tired tired. I shall go off to sleep now. Nites~

%$*&)@#* Isn't it just common sense for people to....



oh wait. I forgot. Common sense is not so common after all.

Just Some Thoughts

'Smile. Think Happy Thoughts.'

This is what I'm saying to myself now. At this moment.

Sometimes, no matter how happy you are in a day, there will definitely be some moments where you are feeling down.

However, I'll tell myself, only I can make myself feel down. Only when I allow others, only then can they or their actions make me feel down. Thus, if I feel upset or down, I'm the one allowing myself to feel that way. Only few can make me feel that way without my control and they are the rare few. Which I know, they won't hurt me in anyway. I believe in them. I'll do my utmost to protect them and I believe they will do the same for me.

Many things have changed. I feel like there are more things that I have to accomplish now. I feel like there are more responsibilities in my life now. I feel like rejecting them at times. But I know I can't and I won't. Its my life after all.

Expectations. That's a word I'm damn familiar with since I was a kid. Expectations were greater when it came to my turn thanks to my parents, my family. Practically everywhere I went, expectations followed. Its normal I know. It happens to everyone. But when expectations turn nasty, when it turns into force. I hate it. I really do. However, I've grown to learn and accept expectations better now. Someone once told me: When people expect things from you, it means that they believe you can make things happen for them.
I got a different perspective of expectations after that. It doesn't mean I welcome it with open arms but its easier to accept now.

Through the past few months, I've been hearing people tell me all sorts of different things. Lots of things.

Loner or not? Another person told me: Sometimes in life, you have to slow down and wait. If you just run ahead without looking back, there may be a day where you realised that there is no one is with you.

I'm getting tired and sleepy so I guess I'll just end it here. Good Night.
I'm counting down.

12 MN

Its past 12 now so I shall say it out.

Sometimes, I feel like strangling them. Seriously. ARGH!!!!!!!!



There, that felt better. I feel better now........NOT!

What is yours, will definitely be yours. What's not yours, no matter how hard you try, its useless.
There are things that you can't control in the world.

I had a great day but just feelings a little emotional so...delaying the bdae post for a while. XD

Bye 18th! Hello 19th!~

This shall be my last post..... before I turn 19 in another 2 hours time.

The past year, I would say I have learnt a lot. It was a fun and good year though there were many incidents but then again, without all these experiences, I wouldn't have grown and become who I am now. But yea, I'm glad for all of them and I feel really fortunate now too.

Even though I'm going to past the 'fun age' of 18 but I believe that my 19th year is gonna be as exciting or even more than ever! Life is just full of surprises that keeps popping out at you. I'm grateful for the friends I have now, or should I say family. To me, they are my family too, I'm glad that I was accepted in too. Though I know what will come along with it, but I'll definitely do my best! Yosh yosh!

Anyway, I was feeling down last week (probably due to the fact I'm getting older) but now, I'm back! Back to my usual self. These few days, I've been going out with Eileen, BT, XM, Steve, KK and yea, had a great time with them. Hahas. I feel that I'm getting to know more people and at the same time, truely knowing them. I'm really glad that I have such close friends around me. Thanks! At the same time, though I don't really have a chance to meet up with the rest of my secondary school friends, but yea, I miss you guys. Kim, Chiang, bLow, bGoh, Jabez. Its been a loooong time since we met up. Sorry! This is getting to be an emotional post. Ahh~ I'm just typing whatever I'm feeling now.

Okay! I hope the next year and the rest of my life will continue to bloom~ I must continue to do my best and not be lazy anymore~ Hahas. Jiayou jiayou! Yosh! Tomorrow will be a loooong day, with my most probably waking up at like 7am? Save me~ Hahas.

My next post will probably be on my birthday gifts. So far, I've received some weird, unique surprise gifts. XDD

Bye 18th! Hello 19th!

Short Break~

I'm going to Sentosa tomorrow~ Or rather, later. Hahas. I'm going there with my mom and her colleague but I'm sharing a room with Eileen~ Mom helped me book a hotel room with Eileen at Rasa Sentosa~ Woots. And yes, I'm straight. Sleepover at Sentosa. Plan to go lots of places to play later on, hopefully will get to look see at most of the places I want to go~ Whahaha. I can't wait for my short break there. Hopefully, I'll get to relax myself there and have a greaaaat time!!~

My back is much better today, like I guessed, the pain would fade away. Though my friends have been asking me to visit the doctor, I don't like to make such a fuss out of it. Doesn't seems serious. I'll go when its serious. Promise~ Though I feel really really bad for making lots of people worry about me. But at the same time, I feel their care and love~ Thanks guys & gals!~

Anyway, seems like there's quite a few close people around me feeling down or having lots of troubles. Maybe its the season for it, but anyway, my advice to most of them were, follow your heart and at times, intuition.~ Main thing! Don't ever regret. Yeaps..that's what I feel. So I hope that they will cheer up too and maybe seeing it from another perspective, the problem won't seem so major as you thought it was. Hahas. Though I'm still thinking and confuse about stuffs too, I guess I don't have the courage to stand up. Oh well~

Smile~ .^_____^.Okie~ Its 2am and its going to be a long and hyper day for me later. Guess I should go take some rest now. Yawns~

Anyway, here is the link to the pictures we took at the Central. Credits to Eileen, Steve and I.

Central Zilian Session

Nites people~ Off to my short break~!!

A not-so-good-day

Been feeling kinda of moody the whole day. Didn't feel like talking much. Had a CAF meeting in the morning which was pretty ok. After that, Danny, Trixy, Jia Hui, BT and I went for ice-cream @ Swensens and shopping at Junction 8. Mainly was BT buying clothes. All of a sudden, my back started to hurt again. Been so long since it hurt. It felt like there was an elastic band holding my back and it feels like I gotta bend and snap/crack it in order to set it back to normal. It acted up when we were at Swensens. Tried to adjust my back to the seat. Felt slightly better then it hurt again after walking for a while. Crap! I hate it.

Anyway, we were joined by Steve, KK, Eileen and Zhi Sen (kor) for a movie @ AMK. Was watching Land of the Lost. Its a mindless movie. A little draggy for me. However I got freaked out at a few parts. Ugh~ I gotta start to overcome my fear of 'horror' stuff. Yea, maybe I should start watching horror shows and take it as a form of entertainment. I wish~

Currently listening to 'The Climb' by Miley Cyrus. Feeling kind of down now. Anyway, hopefully I'll be able to smile again like usual soon~ =) I must stop emo-ing tmr! Think happy thoughts.
Hopefully this wednesday and thursday will allow me to relax and cheer up~ Planning to go Underwater world, musical fountain, skyride and luge! And shopping @ Vivo of course.

Off for now. byebye. Kinda of hard to conjure up any happy thoughts now.

What A Dream.

A dream I had from my nap just now. Yes, I took a nap on a Sunday. My nap was disturbed by 2 irritating calls. One was due to a wrong number..which in turn, made me snapped back at her. Eesh! I'm a grumpy person when it comes to my sleep. However, I tend to agree or answer nonsensical stuff when I'm still half-asleep. Hahas.
Anyway, this dream was one of the best dreams I've had in a loooong time. How I wish I could continue or have a part 2 of that dream. Recently, I've been having more dreams and most of them have a similar point in it. Sigh~ Dreams are said to be subconscious wishes to be interpreted. Now I wonder~~

Holidays are here but there's so many projects to complete~ Oh well, I'll take it slowly. Hahas.
Yesterday was Natsu practice and was..Woah!~ Had our usual slack session at Astar and Mac again and it was crazy. We came up with nonsenical stuff like Charlie Angels and Journey to the West!

(And oh my goodness, my brother just brought back durians!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! Stinky Stink Stink!)

Okay, where was I again? Oh, Journey to the West. Yea, Emily, Cindy, XM, Steve and I started all that nonsense and almost died laughing. LOL..

Oh yea! I'm so glad that there are still people around me who are crazy about Disney! Whahaha. Trixy is also crazy over Hannah Montana!~ Woohoooo...

Okay, some work calling out to me now and I gotta run~
Shall update my cam-whoring day out with Eileen and Steve another day~ XD
just a small picture 1st~